EvaEva, Humanist On A Mission

I reached one of the most desperate dark places, sitting on a wall in Phoenix at midnight on Christmas Eve, pointing a loaded gun at my head, trying my hardest to pull the trigger. I will tell you what happened and why it matters.
I will be a speaker for your event, sharing my experience. My story allows others to recognize their story. It allows the freedom to be rigorously honest without apology or fear. I invite questions and discussion. I encourage questioning the narratives that have been automatically accepted without application of critical thinking. Words MATTER. Emotions are not facts, but our body tells us what we need to know if we allow ourselves to listen. I share my experience in order to open communication and create safe space for others to talk about their experience unjudged.
Situational narcissism sociopathy is an old problem. It hits us and puts us on our heels floundering for effective means of response, struggling to hold our dignity as we are trapped in social situations not wanting to look like the 'troublemaker' or 'too sensitive' or 'overreacting'. We don't know how to respond to the 'fly-by' in the situation and it sits with us for hours, days, weeks, even years afterward. We think of things we COULD have said and it seems to hurt more as time passes with no closure, no voice.
I challenge us to stop harbouring our secrets as poisoned weight, critically examine the words we use, be active in elevating our conversations with the world, and challenge our communities to do better for us as a society.

EvaEva is a speaker, podcaster, call-in show host, published author, world music artist, singer, producer, composer, dancer, actor, voice actor, model, historical clothing and carnival samba attire designer and builder, samba choreographer, fitness instructor, and technologist. She is classically trained in dance and music. She has been acting and singing since early childhood, played piano at age 7, violin at age 9, and then flute, for which she was accepted to and studied at, Juilliard.

EvaEva has been a solo vocal artist and producer for EMI, studied flute with Julius Baker and performed in a flute chorus with Jean-Pierre Rampal at Carnegie Hall, has many of her tracks lisenced by DigDis Music and Crucial Music, and has written, translated, arranged, and produced an independant discography. She has sung for commercials, performed in plays, musicals, operettas, and trained classically in ballet and tap. EvaEva starred in and co-produced the independent short film, "The Crown and Bell", and her music video, "Ziriguidum".

EvaEva's work for TV, film, stage, and print also includes being sent to Atlanta by CBS to test for the role of "Scarlett" in the TV sequel to 'Gone With The Wind', "Evelyn" in the pilot of 'Existentialism', "The Artist" in 'Love, Mom', "Court Reporter" in 'Law and Order', "The Dancer" for Atlantic Records' music video 'BLVKJVCK', child singer for the "1930's Hess Truck" commercial, "Aurora" in the stage play 'The Glitch', and was featured with Gene London for The New York Times "Styles Of The Times" and "Time Out New York".
EvaEva published her first book in May 2023, "Finally Free: My Exodus From The Covert Malignant Narcissist Sociopaths". She plans to publish at least two more autobigraphical books as well as a fiction novel.

Instagram: EvaEvaOuro
YouTube: EvaEvaMusic
Music: Soundcloud: EvaEvaMuzic
Voice Acting: Soundcloud: EvaEvaVoice